Embassy Date!

I sent an email to Sue this morning asking if she had any news regarding an Embassy date being scheduled for us yet. To my surprise, I got an immediate phone call (for which I couldn't find the phone-ugh!!) and then another on my cell phone.

She was calling to let us know that we have a tentative Embassy date scheduled for July 1st, but is waiting for confirmation from the Ethiopia office before she gives us the all-clear for travel arrangements. I explained to her that we'd already made our plane reservations and Guest House accomodations and that we were planning to be in Ethiopia for an entire month. She was thrilled to hear that we're going to be there for so long and encouraged us to make sure that we have snugli's or wraps for the twins. I assured her that I'd already gotten them and they're in the suitcase ready to go!

For now, it looks as if we have a court date of July 1st - Praise the Lord!

Heather

The wait is hard...

Someone told me a few months back, that this particular point in the adoption might be the most difficult one to wait on. I didn't believe it, well...because I couldn't imagine. After the roller coaster ride of emotions over the last 15 months, I didn't think it could possibly be more difficult than what we've already experienced. However, I was definitely mistaken!

To have been through this process and to know that the babies are officially, legally ours, yet not be able to just run over and pick them up is sometimes almost more than I, as a mother, can bear. Of course, it would be extremely difficult (but not impossible!) to just drop everything and go pick them up. But, OH HOW I WANT TO!

Anyone who has been extremely close to me over the last month of court dates has seen me ecstatic, then somewhat reserved when we were postponed the first time. The second time, Matthew was out of town for a few days and I was left to wait for news by myself. This time, I really believed that we'd get through-that it was simply a formality. However, I was blindsided by the depression and uncertainty that immediately hit me, upon hearing the words "We've been postponed AGAIN". Then, as we Christ-followers sometimes do, I began to feel guilty over the things I was questioning. "Was I being doubtful?" "Did I have so little faith?" I felt weak and pathetic and really wondered why, on Earth, God would want me to be a mother again when I couldn't "snap out of it". It was a very lonely place to be and one that I really struggled with.

However, I quickly realized that I was exactly where God wanted me to be and that was for me to be at a place where I trusted WHOLLY in Him to see this happen. It's no coincidence that for all of the 1st 3 court dates, Matthew was traveling and we were forced to be apart and, instead forced to go to the Lord. Had we been at home together, I'm certain that we would have reached for each other for comfort instead of running into the arms of our Heavenly Father.

At this point, although there is a light at the end of the tunnel, it's hard to know our children are halfway across the world, longing for a family and we simply can't get to them just yet ...

Sometimes standing and waiting is hard work, when we desperately want to run and do something. Make a paperwork move quicker, get the birth certificates printed, etc. However, I know that God orcestrates things sometimes for us to see our complete lack of control. Because I simply can't do anything else, I try to stand in faith and 'be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power"(Eph. 6:20)

Love you all!
Heather

Busy!

Well, I definitely knew that the day would come, as soon as we made it successfully through court, that life as we knew it would start to dwindle and that life would change. Over the last week, I've been trying to schedule orthodontist appointments and dentist appointments for Jessica and Christopher, but then also filling up the calendar with appointments that I need to take care of before we leave for a month out of the country. Looking at my calendar gives me a headache, I tell you!

I'm starting to compile list after list after list of all that we'll need to take over there with us. It is quite alot! It's one thing to pack for the 4 of us, but to add 2 one year olds into the mix is somewhat of a challenge. But, oh, it's all we can do to wait :)

We're still waiting for word on an Embassy Date. We haven't yet told our case manager that we've already got our flights lined up. You all know me, I believe that most information is on a "need to know" basis. For now, it would serve no purpose other than to stress her out and that wouldn't be good.

Off to bed-I'm tired!

Heather

Funny photos

I forgot to mention in the last post that we received a couple of updated photos of the twins. I had just been on the phone with Sue (our case worker @ CWA) and jokingly told her that I was ready for some photos of them NOT dressed in pink. It seems as if every batch of pictures that we receive has one or both of them dressed in something pink and, believe me, whichever one is wearing pink, doesn't seem to like it at all.

Sue tried to warn me that one of the pictures...let's see how to put this...will not be one that they will be proud to know that we have in our collection :) She told me that every time she looks at it, she just wants to wipe his mouth-oh, AND the nose. And take the pink pants off of him. Really?

So, I get the photo and it is pretty awful. And, would you believe it? Both of them are wearing pink pants!! UGH! Can't wait to bring them home and put them in some blue and green :)

FINALLY!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

We are so thankful to be able to announce that this morning we were finally approved and are officially the proud parents of our new twin boys, Joshua Emanuel and Josiah Abenezer. Jessica screamed with joy when we told her and Christopher was really excited that, finally, his brothers are a for sure deal.

God has blessed us in this process in so many ways and we are so grateful for all of your prayers and words of encouragement. Walking through a journey like this with your friends and family close by, definitely makes the setbacks easier to handle.

We don’t have an Embassy appointment date yet, but we’ve booked our flights departing June 27th and returning July 23rd. Yes, we will be in Ethiopia for almost a full month. It just turned out that we couldn’t get the flights to fit our plans exactly, so we know that God must have some wonderful things in store for our extended stay. We already know that we will now have more time to see the country. We are also hoping that we can spend more time in the orphanage, just loving on the other children there and supporting the staff in some way. Jessica is very much hoping for the opportunity to help out in a mission hospital that a friend of ours works in. We’ll also make an overnight trip to the village where the twins are from.

God has sustained us through the long wait and we praise Him for His faithfulness. “My heart says of you, "Seek his face!" Your face, LORD, I will seek.” Psalm 27:8

“I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.Wait for the Lord; be strong, and take heart, and wait for the Lord.” Psalm 27:13-14

As we celebrate this precious day, we leave you with this: “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” Romans 15:13

Praising Him,
Heather